I looked back at my first post for this class to refresh my memory about what my learning goals were. This sentence that I wrote jumped out to me: “I am excited to learn more tools and use my curiosity and desire to find connections as a way to co-design new solutions.”
I am realizing this sentence sounds pretty vague! And one reflection is I’m wishing I had written more concretely what my goals were so I could see if I was reaching them (or at least orienting to them).
Another thing I noticed is that my goal is “tool” oriented. I have SO appreciated the tools I’ve learned from this class. The listening methods, Daphne’s research on power mapping, writing a design brief, etc. I have felt like I am learning some pretty specific tools that I hope to implement in my work going forward. I also think that “tools” is just the tip of the iceberg of what we’re learning. I feel like most of our work has been about giving me the chance to practice the framework of design justice. I have been trying to be really intentional about thinking about my approach to life and work (in and out of the CoDesign Studio class) through Design Justice Principle 1: We use design to sustain, heal, and empower our communities, as well as to seek liberation from exploitative and oppressive systems. The idea that our work can be a tool for collective liberation really speaks to me and I keep thinking about how to implement that well.
I have also been reflecting on how much I wish we could speak with our partner more. It’s hard to walk the line between showing her respect by diligently reaching out to communicate with her versus showing her respect by not burdening her too much with our outreach because she has so much to do. I’m grappling with how to show up best for our partner and thinking about how much easier it is when you know your partner well. Thankfully I have Mallory to help guide me! And it’s reminding me that when I do any sort of design work in the future (for me, that will likely be policy design work), I need to make sure I bring the community based organizations I’ve worked with before into the room. I’m better positioned to bring them into the room because I think I have a positive, developed, trusting relationship with them and I know them well enough to have a better sense of the cues that suggest whether I’m reaching out enough or too much. And if I have that positive relationship with them and I can help bring them into rooms with my fancy Harvard degree, then hopefully there are other organizations that they know that I don’t know and they can bring those people into the room too.
Not being able to reach out to our partner more and not knowing more about how our partner is perceived has also been something I’ve been thinking about in terms of how to best show up for our partner. I love getting to know new people, and it’s really hard to know how to support someone when you don’t know them. So I think this is good exercise for getting to know a partner through what they say and what others say about them. I think Mallory and I will be working to get more information on what others think about our partner to help build out our knowledge. I wish we had done that a little bit sooner.